The religious “I.”

The “I,” the ego does not allow us to perceive the unity of all.
That “I” solidifies separation through thinking. Thought means separation.

Look at a sunset. What do you see? The Sun, the Ocean, clouds, the sky, seagulls, fish.

All of those labels separate forms. In “reality” none of those labels exist, none of those separate things exist as separate; those things come as one, in one package, which cannot be contained as a static thing, for it is always changing as the weather changes.

By labeling, naming and counting we become more interested in descriptions, analysis and dissections… the mind is in its glory! We become a mental entity devoid of a heart to feel.
Naming, counting, describing and analysis will starve our being from feeling that landscape, that instant of Nature which will nurture us for we are part of it as well. The observer and the object being observed are related through feelings; they are one as long as there is no separation through thought.

I am not saying that the mind is “bad.” It is just an out of control “device,” just like people nowadays behave with their smartphones; there is a continuous on-going dependency. With the mind is extremely subtle for we identify with it intimately, that is why we are not aware.

When Ego exists; then to possess becomes the next thing in his agenda.

“This is Angela. She is MY wife.” The label “wife” has no meaning in “real” Life. It is just a common agreement by society, a thought. That thought has an owner, “I.”

“If I have not realized my own ego which is an illusion; How is it possible to realize other things such as God?”
It is impossible.
“Why?”
Because the illusion of the ego will color everything else “I” perceive.
That is why a religious path becomes an ego trip for many followers. That is why the “experience” of God becomes another way to solidify the importance of our ego. “MY” experience. I must be important, special… for others do not have it.

Any search for “ spiritual experiences” is without a doubt an ego trip to “thy Kingdom come.”
It is another way to escape from what is truly important, that is; to realize the self. By realizing one part of the Totality, we realize the whole. But we refuse to start with who we ARE now. We want to believe in an ideal of what “I” should be. We want to search for another ideal: MY ideal of what God should be, MY ideal of the afterlife, MY ideal of what Life should be through an out of this world “spiritual experience.”

The ego is interested in possessing the key to unlock the chakras, the method to elevate the Kundalini, to glow in white light, to meditate the “right way” in bliss, to sit next to God, to become an angel, a saint, a guru, to go to heaven… to become better, to work for God…To obtain all of those experiences…

It is true that all of those “experiences” with angels, Kundalini and chakras may happen is someone’s path, but they weren’t sought out, they came without looking to obtaining them; thus away from the egotistical mind.

The ego is not interested in diluting itself into “no-I,” into an egoless existence. The ego must continue into the afterlife and must possess the “eternal, everlasting” things.

By DOING all of those things, we are just going away, increasing the distance from realizing the self.

However, that is not “bad” for that walking away sooner or later will bring the seeker back to himself. It is just a matter of time; and that is why the ego believes in “speeding things up,” for “time is money even in the afterlife.” 🙂

It doesn’t work like that. There is a necessary assimilation/realization of Life experiences. Consciousness will move as the BEING is ready, not when the ego decides to “DO” it.

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6 comments

  1. Dinesh C

    Hey brother,

    Nice article, your recent posts are mostly on exploring the “Ego” and “I”… well it’s really difficult to win your own ego; however with the focused practice of your self respect and shifting consciousness from “I am a body” to “I am a soul”, one can win over his/her own ego. right?? 🙂

    • ahnanda

      It doesn’t matter what words you repeat. I could say: “I am a body of light not a body of flesh.” But if you have experienced that, there is no need to say anything. If you haven’t and you think that by repeating a mantra you will be that, you are just kidding yourself.
      You are not fighting with your ego. You are not conquering it. You are not winning it over. It is an illusion. What are you going to conquer?

  2. Susan

    To be and not to be, the infinity of the spiral. We move into the spiral of our consciousnes to learn to be, and we move out of the spiral to be what we learned, therefore not to Be. But the spiral is one, When there is no time and space that is the infinity. It is there that I, you, nature and God meet, In one.
    The abundance of God is the natural result of choosing to follow him.
    The ability to learn has no value when change is no longer necessary.

    Question: Why avyakt 7, why 7?

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